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2010-05-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

2009-12-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

4 more day to hit my slaes quota. I hope I can hit it and I can have a great christmas including my long weekend off. $9000 more to go! Jia You for myself.

Last friday, went to prawning with Audrey they all. I am a pro prawner although I didnt caught alot but I am not scare of touching the prawn. HAHA.

Saturday went to find Aon. It's his first day of work. Open a bottle then tiao some flower for him. There goes my money but this is to support him! Although not fun as I expected but still I enjoy myself. Will be going again this weekend due to the balance I had left.

Tomorrow dad going oversea. Left my mom and I at home. If I do not need to work, probably we will go crazy and went dancing and drinking. Too bad. Work still come first. Still I got to accompany my mom this few day. SHOPPING!!!

2009-12-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

WOO HOO!!!

My thai friend, Aon came to Singapore and will be singing at one of the thai disco. Later friends and I will be going to support him. Such a long time didnt see him. Feeling so excited. Tonight will be a great great night. More photo will be uploaded!!!

2009-12-03T14:27:00.002+08:00

I am seriously super sick today. Woke up in the morning with a heavy head and fever. So I decided to take MC. Can't tolerate anymore. Later might be going to see doctor again.

My N97 is driving me crazy. My unlock button met into some problem and causing me cant unlock. Got to fix the problem again.

Cant believe this had happen again. I miss your joke and laughter. Come back fast. I hate to wait.

2009-12-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

I was down with fever, flu and sore throat this few day. Yesterday went to my company clinic and I got a day MC. Perhaps I didnt use it and went to work the next day. My 100k quota is getting near. If i miss work one day mean i got no sales for one day. Y not I suffer first then enjoy later. JIA YOU YING YING!!!

Today, meet up with Nicole after work then to buy my IPHONE that i craving for so long. Finally I get it. SO SO SO HAPPY. Friend, I might be changing phone num. But now I will still be using my old no. If you all want my new no. , text me. Thanks.

Enjoy my last weekend with Nicole, Audrey, Allan and co. They just too funny till I don know how to describe. Nicole will never fail to make us burst into laughter!

It's coming to year end. Sad to say, I am so busy this whole month. Monday and Friday got dancing, Tuesday and Saturday got School, some Sunday got bridging module. I got to tolerate!!!

Anyway I am going to sleep already. GOODNIGHTS.

2009-11-22T04:51:00.002+08:00

Friday went to Winson Chalet's with Nicole, Audrey and Athalie to celebrate his birthday. Actually wanted to go Boat Quay but due to some problem and we did not go.

Happy Birthday Winson.

After that, went to East Coast mac and meet up with my long lost friend. We havent been catching up with each other since 2 years. They are real friendly and entertaining. Couldnt stop laughing at their MRT GAME. Also, the magician is really funny and cute. LOL. They are so kind to even send us back home when their house got no link from us.

Saturday, Nicole came to my house to sleep. Slept at 7am, wake up at 1pm. All because of Fung call. We quickly change up and went to catch our ferry. Was a very very very very HAPPY DAY FOR FUNG AND I. Back to singapore, went to watch movie with Min, Auds, Fung and Nic. 2012!! Nice show. It's really worth it to watch. After the show, we decided to go some bar and chill. Went to boat quay but all the bar was close so we went over to clarke quay. walked one round and in de end we decided to go eat becuase we were hungry. We must definitely plan this another day. I always wanted to went to Bar with my ladies, sitting there listen to song, chit-chat and have a glass of wine or beer, cocktail and etc. This is so relax.

I SHALL PLAN IT!!!

Got to sleep already. Goodnight.

2009-11-17T01:13:00.006+08:00

Alright, I am here to blog because I can't sleep. So busy with work recently. Everyday I am hoping weekend will come so I can rest. No sales for one day, manger will stress you like hell. Omg. Stress make people temper get bad.

We are fated to know each other, be it good or not, we are still friends. But only caterogised in different catergory.

Word cant be taken back after saying it. Also it will not be forgiven. I cherish my friend. I appreciate the good they treat me yet they don seem to appreciate me. I know I am in fault. I know I shouldnt have told him. I am sorry. I feel that it's a need for me to say that although I don need you to accept it. Like wise, thing said, cant be taken back. Whether for you to treat me as a friend or not is up to you. Whatever good I did, I don't think I need to say. You got eyes and ears, I dont think you are blind or deaf.

When times goes by, I cant treat everything as a past but Word that hurt, I will remember it in heart.

Remember what you have said to me. "You are not worth it to be my friend!" After hearing what you say, Neither I need you as a friend nor cherish you. Friend comes and goes. Most important thing is treasure the 'REAL' friend you have and not those 'FAKE' ones. If friend need help, give them a helping hand but not to those that is using you.

*Fake - Using you
*Real - Appreciate you

Supposingly, you have a friend that known for 3 years. She can be so good with you till you all always went out together, jokes together etc. One day she suddenly need to lend $200 and told you that she will return 1 month later. So after one month, you don ask her back for money because shy to do so. Also, She got to return you automatically since she say she will return. But when you call her, just want to ask her out, she dont answer your call. When you saw her on the street she just Hi Bye and walk away. What will you think in de first place? Is she trying to avoid. So for months she just avoid you. What can you see from this friend? From my point of view is, this friend only cost me about $200 to see her true colour. She worth only $200. Anyway this is just an example. Don't take it for true.

Likewise, I don mind having misunderstanding to see what kind of friend I have. I don mind spending time and effort or even money on them to see what kind I friend I have. As long as I get to see the real colour of them, I came to think, how stupid am I to have such a friend. Although at that point of time, I might feel hurt but what for? She didnt treat you as a REAL friend why should I. I think I should stop saying because I know the next day, thing will keep going and story or excuses will be flying everywhere. Ok. Stop it.

Goodnight everyone!

Audrey, I know what you had did is for us. I am really touch and I appreciate it.

Thing comes and goes, same for friends. They comes and goes too...

We are living in reality.

Also I don't say what I assume. I say from what I hear.

Let it be, neither I need you as a friend nor you need. We got much better thing to do then quarreling.

I don't care what you say or tell others as long as I know my conscious is clear. There's no need for me to call everyone, tell the story and say about it.

Once again, I am sorry that I told him.

2009-11-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

I enjoy super much with my ladies on weekend.

Friday night we went to grandlink then durian.

Saturday night went to sentosa spooky house then sabai.

Shall elaborate more on my next post. I am tired and lazy to blog.

Need to go slp soon.

Goodnight..

2009-10-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

I been so busy this entire week. Finally it's time for me to relax.

Anyway a good news for myself. I had pass my first module which is marketing. Although result is not very very good but at least I pass! Hui Quan also pass. We are so damn happy. I thought i will fail for that module because it is kind of difficult but i manage to do it. I am so proud of myself. Jia You for the next few module!!! Now I know I am actually able to do it. I can cope my time well although I still got work.

Got to go already. Meeting my ladies with a happy mood. WOO HOO!

2009-10-27T19:35:00.003+08:00

I am so tired! My working hour had change. Everyday I got to wake up at 6am. What is all this for? It is for MONEY! Want to earn more then got to suffer. No longer so relax like my last company. This change me, change my life, change my thinking. I got to endure for this 3 month and soon I will stress free. Because I believe by that time I can buy what I want to buy, including my Jazz. I got to Jia you with his encourage.

Anyway after 2 day, finally Jandelyn is out. CONGRATULATIONS TO EELIN AND AH PUI!

It's 8pm now. Bed is calling me. Goodnight.

2009-10-25T19:57:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will be my first day of work. I am kind of stress and nervous because I got to adapt to the environment. I am also scare that my manager won't be that nice. Really having not enough rest nowadays. Hope everything will go smoothly for me.

Thursday was my last day of work. So Nicole, Audrey, Bk, Min Juan and I went to Double O! It has been such a long time I went to Ladies Night! Indeed, we enjoy ourself.

Friday stay at home and sleep till late evening. After that, went to meet Bk at tampines. Soon, Audrey, Nicole, Athalie and Min Juan came to meet us. Newtown circus to have our dinner then Keppel Bay aftermath. It's our first time there and what I can say is.... It is super beautiful and ROMANTIC! Slack there for awhile, went to meet up with their friend.

Saturday was my exam day!!! Luckily my lecturer was good enough to give us the question earlier so we can find out the answer and memorise it. After exam, they fetch us back home to take passport and off we go MALAYSIA for lok lok. LOL. L4d at Katong aftermath. L4D was really very very fun. Now I know why Yuru was so addicted to L4D. I still remember the first time I started playing L4D was the first time I meet up with Quentin. He teaches me how to play.

Today I went to school in the early morning 9am. I got to tolerate all the way from 9am to 6pm till my lesson ended. Quan and I was so damn tired! I even fell asleep in class for 15min. Luckily I manage to catch up with the lecturer and understand the topic.

Alright I got to sleep soon. Update again :)

2009-10-22T11:02:00.002+08:00

Few more hour, It's time for me to pack and leave. Anyway I am abit unbearable to leave this company. It's a super relax job that pay me to play facebook game everyday. How to find this job! But still, I got to look forward. I have a better offer, why not go for it.

Yesterday was a damn boring day. From morning 10am to 7pm, I been playing facebook poker. I played till I am scared and wanted to ask my boss to give me things to do. My colleague and I are scare and sick of the computer. Anyway after my work, E came to fetch me. Isn't it great that he came all the way to my office, fetch me back to Tampines then off he go. Especially he tried his best to make it on time for my meeting. Such a great friend. After meeting, went to meet audrey. Night time, we went to catch a movie at cine, together with Nicole. PANDORUM! I shall rate it 4/5. A thrilling show.

Alright, it's time for me to go. Going out for lunch now with my colleague and boss. It's going to be a big hole in my pocket because I am going to treat them as it's my last day of work.

Regards,
YingYing

2009-10-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

I am really so busy and tired this few day. My days were pack with so much activities. Yesterday after my work, I went to class for an hour then to my latin dance. Today, I got class again. Exam is on this coming Saturday. Need to stress again. Sunday got to study for the whole day from 9am - 6pm. I need to plan well my time.

Finally Kusu Island had open. Kusu Island is a island look like a tortoise shape and also filled with alot of tortoise. Normally people went there to pray and also make wishes. It is open once every year for only a month. A few year back, I went there once with Audrey. This year, this saturday, Audrey and I will be going again. I am so excited.

2009-10-19T02:28:00.005+08:00

Finally I made up my mind and decided to resign my job and go for a better offer that is going to start next monday. Although it will be abit more stress, I believe I still can cope with it. I want to earn more money so I got to bear with it. :)

Friday night went to Kbox with Athalie, Nicole, Audrey and Benedict they all. After that, went to Ratchada to look for Min Juan, Mei Juan, BK and her friends. Ratchada's music was great and it's fun too. Girlfriends and I enjoy our night there. Anyway I don't really dance, so as long as they enjoy, I enjoy too. Haha. After Ratchada went back to Kbox to look for Ben again.

I curl my hair that day. All thanks to Athalie.. Mauck baby.

There are still alot more photo that is with Nicole.

Nicole, if you happen to see my blog, please upload it to facebook. Thanks baba.

Saturday night, after my latin class, went to meet up with Audrey, Hui Quan, Min Juan, Bk and her friends. Town, Bishan, Yishun Dam, Marina Square then Town again. Actually wanted to go Fortune teller with Quan but due to the crowd there, we give it a miss.

Sunday night, Bernie came to my house and help me out with my phone application. After that, I went out with Jonathan they all.

2009-10-16T01:58:00.001+08:00

In few year times, I will be a successful person!

2009-10-16T01:27:00.002+08:00

BKK... 2010 JAN

Yesterday....
It was a last minutes decision. I was browsing through the newspaper and came across Jetstar advertisment. It says "buy one get one free". Thus i get excited and called my friend. First person came to my mind "Audrey" I don't know why. Asked her whether want to go Thailand or Taiwan and she ask me to check the price first. So I called and checked. It was really a good deal! I called Audrey and wanted to tell her this good deal but she was asleep. Taiwan was fully sold out and only left for bangkok which will sold out soon too. After hearing this news, I am lazy to check the avaliable date and I decided to give up this trip.

The next day...
Audrey called me and ask me bout the prices to bkk. I told her and she straight away agree with it. So I called JS and check the date. Next thing, I Jot down Audrey particular, called Js again and booked the ticket. When i hang the phone, something came into my mind. I was like WTF.. I did not check the day whether can i take leave or having exam. We did not really plan and just booked. This is really a last 1 hour decision. Anyway the promotion is fully sold out. I cant change the time either. Hopefully, Audrey and I will enjoyed this trip. Oh ya, the ticket is less than $100 per person. It is really a GOOD DEAL!

I learn something today from John.
He said, there is no wrong to keep changing job at our age. Right now, we are still exploring to find a job we like. Changing job don't make us lose anything. Especially we are still so young. the only time is when you are 25 years old you must know what job is suitable for you and secure it.
The job that is suitable for you is the job you wont feel tired working. Also, being a successful person doesnt mean that you need to be rich. A successful person is you hit your achievement.
John is really a successful person now. How I wish I can be like him!

Tomorrow will be going Ratchada with my girlfriends! I can't wait to see them.. Goodnight.

2009-10-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

Been busy this few days with my assignment, work and dancing. My weekdays is all tide up. Still I get to enjoy on my weekend! I got to plan my time properly.

Last weekend, I stayed home the whole day without going out and I am going crazy. Where is all my Girlfriends? Let's make our this coming weekend more happening!

Anyway Athalie, Shunna and I went to take out Latin Dance. We had started our lesson last monday. It's was fun! This saturday will be our make up lesson. Can't wait for it.

I got to go already. Blog again soon. :)

Eelin! Faster give birth!

2009-10-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

I need someone to guide me!

I am feeling so moody, probably because of my work. I feel bad for not bringing in more revenue for my company. It is not earning now. I did tried my best but it's not working. This is why stress came in when I am the only sales person to hold this company. I have decided to submit my resignation letter. Hope he will understand and allow me to go without notice period.

Regards my previous post where I say I fall for the trap or think too much, answer had clearly came to my mind.

I am thinking too much.

This two days, I took the initiative to talk to him. He give me the feeling, he don wish to talk to me. I ask him out for dinner but rejected. Actually it's not rejected, he just didn't mention it and I don't want to ask anymore too. No longer a call or msg from him. Sad to say, I got to see him every week. Never will I anymore. Anyway, I shall not elaborate more, in case he actually did read my blog.

2009-10-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

Friday Night!
After school, went to have steamboat with quan. Then mahjong with my ladies.

Saturday Night!
Sabai Sabai then Ratchada..
My ladies and I decided to go sabai to enjoy ourself again. Same thing, a bottle of martell and everyone get tipsy. Flowers for that thai guy again. I think we should really stop spending this kind of money.. Also, it's kind of amazing that I didn't puke..

Aftermath, Ath and I went to Ratchada to meet up with J. I am so happy that i finally gets to see him and this couldnt resist me from hugging him! And yea, He's BACK!

He had forgotten me, once again.

2009-10-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

Anyway, he's back. Finally! Been missing him for the past few days or months. He's the one that I can pour out everything to. Never fail, he will always listen to me.

2009-10-04T15:50:00.005+08:00

Saying in a nice way means I think too much. In a bad way, I fall for his trap.

For the past few day, he talk and msg me in a sweet way. I thought this was never going to happen but as times goes by, my feeling started. I fall for his trap. I thought it would turn out something sweet and I was wrong. He forgotten me. I waited for his call, his msg, every single day but I am thinking too much. He will only reply when I took the initiative. Never will I anymore. I shouldn't care so much for him.

I hope you don feel scare of me..

Why is it that I need to see you everyweek? If isn't needed, I would probably not think of it.

Silly girl I am...

2009-09-27T22:53:00.004+08:00

St James followed by NaNa...

Enjoyable Nights!!!

2009-09-27T18:49:00.010+08:00

Sabai Sabai...

Friday night, min, nic, ath and I got nothing to do and decided to go sabai and open a bottle of martell. It's a success that we enjoy ourself and get high... We party like nobody business! At first we still thought we can never finish that bottle, but in the end 4 of us finish it all up. Face turn red but it don kill us at all. We shall open 2 bottle next time. Flower for all the thai guy there. You all must be thinking why are we willing to spend those kind of money by giving them flower. We simply just think that it is worth it. WOO HOO!!!

PHOTOS :

Nicole and her Guitarist Me and the Guitarist

Athalie and the Guitarist

Min Juan and the Guitarist

Athalie and her favourite!!!It's Min Juan favourite too

Muack Muack

Kiss Kiss

2009-09-27T18:30:00.003+08:00

I am PROUD to say that I m no longer with him!!! I almost ruin my life with a psycho. SO LUCKY! I shouldn't have trust him so much when he is a 2 headed snake. Now, I feel no regrets for what I did last time. Relieve my guiltiness!

2009-09-24T01:02:00.003+08:00

Didnt update my blog for a long time. Will be back soon with photo too!!

I am busy with my Nintendo Wii... I just can't stop playing Guitar Heroes and Wii Fit.. I am a DRUMER NOW!!! While Athalie is Guitarist!!! I am also feeling so fit and healthy after doing YOGA and AEROBIC!! Am I right Athalie? LOL. Nicole, come my house for 2 week, I will make sure you slim down and become skinny like me.

Coming back soon....

2009-09-16T10:31:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so exhausted for so many days already! Finally i am no longer exhausted. haha.

What's more to say! I spend finish my pay for this whole month! How can i survive? But overall it is still worth it for me, only that i need to be more thrifty. The reason I became broke, went for a big shopping, bought Gucci wallet for Ling, pay my credit card, give my mom money. Really overspending!!! Darling, I no money liao! How?

I NEED A HERO TO SAVE ME!

Social house last saturday! It's was fun but kind of boring with the crowd. They are not hyper active. LISTEN CAREFULLY NICOLE! IF THEY ARE HYPER, I WILL DEFINITELY DANCE! OR MAYBE YOU ARE HYPER AND MORE FRIENDLY, I WILL DANCE WITH YOU!

Finally the first module ended. Without fail, I attended all the lesson! Proud of myself! Exam is this coming saturday. I am quite nervous. I scare all the question they ask i do not know how to do it. Hopefully I can cope with it.

I need to go out for appointment. Will blog again when I am back. BYEEEEEEEEE

2009-08-30T21:15:00.004+08:00

I am feeling so EXHAUSTED now!!!

Friday
After work, went to meet Nicole and Quan at Novena. Then to Loyang to pray. Late night movie at Ehub with Nic and Aud. " Final Destination " WORTH IT to watch! Movie ended, we lepak at Mac Donald and start gossiping till 4 plus, home sweet home.

Saturday
Wake up at noon and prepare to go for school. I had only 6 hour of sleep!!! After school went back home and rest. REBEL again!!! This time round lesser people went. Still, I enjoy my day!!!
Reach home 4 plus, soon went to bed!

Raining Sunday!!!
It is a good time to sleep. But I got to wake up early in the morning at 7am and prepare to go school! 9am-6pm Classes is really damn tired! However, I am proud of myself as I can make it to school on time. No slacking and pay attention to this lesson. I shall suffer first then enjoy! Happy with my good result. Woo Hoo!

Forget all about the past and start afresh! New Life!
Ling! I am wishing you happy and all the best! I am sorry!

Waiting for him to come. Happy! You know I am waiting.....

2009-08-27T11:22:00.001+08:00

I am working now while Ling is sleeping soundly at my house. He's the first Bf that get along so well with my family. He's the first guy that can go in and out my house as and when he like. My grandma love him so much that when I say my bf, she scold me.

A funny joke fall between my grandma and Ling.
Yesterday Darling stay over at my house. My grandma is thinking that how Ling is going to change his underwear the next day. So she took out something. When he pass him, I got a shock. It is a diposable underwear.(I think that is for girl only) LMAO, Ling immediately reject my grandma. I went to tell her that he only wear boxer, don wear underwear. Not a word from her, shy and walk away. We were laughing like hell. My grandma was so so so cute... How can a guy wear a diposal underwear??? OH MY GOD.. Maybe next time I should force him wear it and make myself keep laughing the whole day. HAHA.

2009-08-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

Who will be with me when I am sad?

2009-08-24T10:43:00.001+08:00

WOW! DOUBLE GOOD NEWS!

FIRST NEWS :
I can never believe that I am legal to drive on the road!!! It's super amazing that I pass my Traffic police test for my car license. Been driving around this few day. Weekend is Ling off day, so I went to rent a car over the weekend for 4 day. I realise that actually what really cost me is my oil and cashcard. Also coupon if you do not have season parking.

Ling, I am the one that drive you out first, not you! WOO HOO.

We went to lot of places. It is really convenient to have a car. MUMMY! I WANT A CAR! LOLS! I don think she will get one for me. Haha. But it is ok. I can get it by myself one day.

Mom and Dad is going Germany this Tuesday. I WANT TO GO! But sad to say, I need to work. I am a workaholic now. Hopefully mum will lend me her car while she is oversea. I want to drive Ling to Sentosa, Mount Faber and lot and lot of places.

I wanted to upload photo but I do not know why my office notebook is having some problem with blogger. Probably I will upload it at home.

2009-08-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

It's Thursday today and I start to get nervous. Good Luck to me tomorrow! I feel I am so lucky to have such a wonderful family. Uncle is giving me a white N97 that I am craving for so long. My ladies card had finally arrive. Mum know I need a notebook for school and she give me. Darling know I am broke, he give me money. Grandma know I am sick, she cook birdnest. Everyone is so caring!!!

I might be going to Thailand this coming November with my BFF. I believe it will be a wonderful trip.

Darling, don worry, I will be back today! Missing you.

Don't understand where there are so many KPO around. They love to look at other privacy. SHAMELESS!!!

2009-08-19T10:02:00.000+08:00

I say what I want, I do what I need to.

Who care what others is saying. This is me, my way of doing it. Likewise, i am straight forward. More or less 1 friend doesn't make much different in my life. What important is my family(Darling is part of my family too)! Need help? Not all are willing to help. Have fun? Everyone is there. Financial problem? They back off. So what are all those unwanted friend for? ENTERTAINMENT. But who cares? I choose my friend to help, I choose my friend to play, I choose my friend to lend, I choose my trusted friend. I only treasure those are nice and not the crazy one. Helping those unwanted friend is just wasting of my time because in the end, they fuck you.

I am so so so bored and start to say nonsense..

Yesterday after work, went to school. Lesson was great and fun. Night, I went to watch movie with Audrey, Nicole, Quan and Bear. ORPHAN! A nice storyline but just too long. Overall, worth it to watch.

My voice sounded so man now! I am having a bad sore throat.

Darling! I miss you! Don worry, I will be back soon. Loving you.

2009-08-16T17:48:00.003+08:00

This few day I am so into blogging.

A fun night yesterday. I went to REBEL with girlfriends and so wasted that Darling didnt go together as he need to work the next day. It's great to have them as friend. 24/7 never fail that we will joke, disturb, laugh together.

2009-08-15T17:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FAMILY!!!

2009-08-15T16:29:00.004+08:00

Day out with Darling, his mum and bro.
Bishan prawn fishing!!!
A HAPPY DAY!

2009-08-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

My tiny office.

Eelin birthday celebration!

2009-08-15T12:56:00.007+08:00

Woo Hoo!!!

Finally I found my camera cable. It's time for me to upload photo. I shall just update the photo without saying the date as I can't even remember too.

REBEL!

PLAY!

2009-08-14T16:55:00.002+08:00

It's a tiring day for me and I am in the office blogging now! Later, Darling is meeting me for a movie. It been one week since i watch a movie with him. SO HAPPY!

I feel like doing some business. I have the capital but I just do not have any idea on what kind of business to do. Anyone have any idea?

Actually I was thinking of starting a business with Hui Quan and Jun Hao.
We want to do some design t-shirt but I couldnt find a cheap printing shop. People said that printing in Thailand is super cheap. Maybe when I have the time to go over, I will probably print some and try selling. Hope it work well for us.

Everything is going smoothly. I have a wonderful family, boyfriend and friend! I am happy with my life now! I work hard during weekday, I enjoy during weekend. I serious during the day, I joke in the night.

When darling step into my life, I learn alot from him and I change alot for him too. I realise what is real important for me in future. And that is my job and studies! Without my job, I got no money. Without my studies, I couldnt find a better job. Loving you darling!

REVENGE? I HATE IT!

2009-08-12T13:23:00.012+08:00

All thanks to eelin for creating this " CUTE BLOG " for me!!! LOL!
Eelin, I don't think my blog need to be so cute because I am not cute at all. HAHA. Maybe you should help me change to something more alienish. THANKS!

Darling is back from Bangkok and he really bought damn alot of thing. I believe it must be very rush for him as it is only 1 day trip. His company is paying for all his expenses and air ticket. Working in a big company can really get so much benefit. How i wish my company was same too. Thanks Darling for all the thing you bought.

Anyway I got to blog about this best friend, classmates of mine, GERALDINE GOH HUI QUAN. She is so so so sweet that make me feel so touch. Early in the morning, i suddenly receive a message from her saying " Remember to go take your cert and email to Judy. " (Judy is consultant for our school. I need to pass her my cert in order for me to permit in Kaplan.)
So once I received her message, I called her. Her voice sounded like she just woke up. And it truth that once she wake up, she thought of me and immediately send me a message. I could not believe that she is just so thoughtful and i really regard her as my best best best friend cum classmates.

This is a MUST blog photo. Taken a few years back at Mount Faber. I still can remember when both of us was walking around vivo city, we came across the cable car. So We decided to take the cable car to Mount Faber and back to Habour Front, just to appreciate the scenery. Quan is the only person that will entertain me with lot of lame thing. No matter I ask her do what or go where she sure ok with it. Having this kind of friend is really fun and entertaining. Fyi, she is actually a very irritating person too!

Quan!!! Remember, we shall not miss any lesson and be puntual to school.

Darling, we must work hard for our future!

2009-07-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

Thanks for all of you that celebrate with me and also wishes me.
Especially Darling, you give me the best birthday that I couldnt forget. This is the first birthday we celebrate together and it is still counting on. THANKS QING AI DE!!!

Working is really damn tiring. But I love my job so so so much till no matter how tired I am I will still come to work! I have went to apply for my dipolma course at Kaplan. It will commence on the August of 18. Can't wait for that day.

This few day, Darling and I couldnt resist ourself from going prawn fishing and also eating sushi. We been continuously eating sushi and prawn fishing for 3 day.

Darling, rest well. I love you.

2009-07-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

22 July 2009

I was sick while I am at work. Took a half day off and went back home to see doctor. It was Darling off day too. He came to my house to find me after that went to eat with my mother, grandmother, aunty and his son. We had our sushi near the swimming pool. The food there was delicious! Later, we went to bowling!!! Darling bowling improve so so so much. Qing Ai De, next time we can challenge. Haha.

2009-07-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

JULY!!!!

Everyday I am so busy working. Really no time. I am currently staying at darling house 24/7. I am such a sweet girlfriend that will wake up early sunday morning just to prepare coffee for HIM and send him off to work!!! I even help him pack his entire room after my work with those tired feeling. Right darling? HAHA!! Now his room is free of dust!

I am doing well in this company with Mei Juan accompanied but I am looking for a part time job that can allow me to work during weekend and also weekday after office hour. I need more income!!! Who can introduce me?

This is my everyday tired routine
Wake up 7.30am
Go work 9.30am
End work 6.30am
Wait for darling till 10.30pm
Fetch him and back to his house

Darling, we got to work hard k? Bear with it! our future is in our hand. JIA YOU!

2009-06-24T19:57:00.006+08:00

22 June 2009, Monday

Monday blue!!! I thought today will be a tiring day for me. But to my surprise I only went to work for 2 hour. After work, went back to darling place. Then mummy called. She is really bored. So we decided to meet her. We went to my father office to look at his gym equipment while my mom do other thing. It my first time there and really surprising that mummy will bring Darling there too. The gym equipment was really amazing. They even have the whole set of Everlast boxing equipment. Darling love it. After that, we went to visit my grandmother. Then off we go to bugis to have our steamboat and shopping!!! We went to watch a movie too. Ghost of girlfiend past!!! Nice movie!!!

23 June 2009, Tuesday

Same thing went to work for 2 hour and went back home. I am having a super bad stomach-ache. After Darling Ftt, he came straight to my house to find me. Actually we decided to went home straight but in the end we went to watch movie with my mom. Transformer!!! What a super nice movie that is so worth it to watch!!!

24 June 2009, Wednesday

Yea!!! Darling finally start work at Citigem. He is happy working there.
Wake up early in the morning with him then together we walk to compass point. He went to work while I went to woodland for appointment. After work, meet up with darling's brother for lunch then home sweet home.

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I have a wondeful and mature bf unlike him.

Darling. Finally we are free from nonsense. I will definitely treaure you well from now on. You are the best boyfriend I ever have. You are the guy that will work hard for our future, dote me, care for me, understand me and the guy that my mom love you so so much too. Qing ai de, I will never do any stupid thing anymore. I will never waste my time with you unlike last time. I will cherish every moment we had together and also work real hard for our future. No more fun!!!

Baby, I am sorry for what i had did!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

Please leave me and Melvin alone. Hope there is no more nonsense from you all!!! Thanks!!!

2009-06-24T19:16:00.009+08:00

Finally everything have ended and no more hiding!!!

20 June 2009, Saturday

Dad is out of town. He will be back on wednesday and my lonely mom have to be home alone. Anyway I think she would be more happier that way because she got car to drive and she could went out till the early morning.

At night, mom want to go out with me so i suggested going to rebel. DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK!!! It has been such a long time since i last went to club with my mother. Mom open a bottle and bring all my friend in. After finish drinking the Martell, she order 2 more jug of beer. She really want to get tipsy that day. Anyway can see that she is real damn happy. She get along with Darling friend, my friend so so so well!!! HAPPY!!!

Mummy and Darling. Don know why darling expression so awful..

Mom happy face.

Dancer!!! She dance the whole night!!!

Mom trying to Shuffle!!! HAHA

Cute guy going army soon

Athalie & Fung Yong

2009-06-20T13:27:00.002+08:00

I realise my blog is dead due to long update. I AM BUSY!

FINALLY, I have found a job for myself with gd basic, transport allowance, commission and they even give me a small acer notebook. Most importantly is I am happy working!!! I am back in the line of advertising sales. But this time the only different is the magazine is much more better then the previously i work. There is also people that approach me for advertising. The only hard thing is I must be super hardworking because there is only 1 sales person and that is me. This is stress.

Darling had finally ORD too!!! It been hard for him this few week. He wake up super early then went to buy newspaper and start looking for job. He went to interview alot but didnt get because the job choose him. At last, yesterday he went to interview and he get the job but this time round is him who choose the job. LOL. Sookee or Leehwa? Darling think carefully and follow your heart!

2009-05-02T18:40:00.005+08:00

FUNNY BUS!!!

30 April 2009

While Darling and I was on the way back home from hougang, we took this funny bus (80). Their sit are just so special.

2009-05-02T17:18:00.012+08:00

FAMILY DAY'S

29 April 2009

It's family day! Mother plan to go kbox to celebrate early mothers day with my grandmother.

KBOX BUFFET!!!

Grandma singing happily!!!

What is she thinking?

My Aunty sings too.

Drunk mother singing!!!

My act cute aunty with his husband.

Darling was there with me too.. Look at his serious face..

After Kbox, we went to play bowling. My favourite hobby!!!

There goes my mother

Darling and grandma want to give it a try too.

Lousy Darling

Funny grandma

Mother teaching Darling how to play!!!

2009-04-23T01:03:00.010+08:00

AFTER THAT NIGHT AND I START TO
MISS HIM!
MISS HIM!
MISS HIM!

MISS HIM!

COUNT HOW MANY MISS HIM IS THERE AND YOU WILL KNOW ' HIM' STAND FOR WHO...

2009-04-23T00:38:00.006+08:00

Currently Darling is now out to war. Actually is just some rehearsal for war and he couldn't manage to bring his phone there. By friday he will be back. Didnt see or talk to him for so so so many days already. Got to blog out what I did for this whole week.

Monday
Reach home at 9am then slept till 2 plus, have my lunch then went back to sleep. At night, went down to meet Fung and Nic for supper.

Tuesday
Went to interview then down to bugis with De Feng. Walk Walk around, at night went to Cine meet his friend then watch movie. Stupid and lame show I ever watched " KILL SHOT " 12plus took a bus back Tamp and Home!

Wednesday
Went to interview again then Tampines with fung and san jie.

Thursday
Had my car pratical then went interview. Tired of it. Haha. At night do the same thing again. Our new usual hang out place that is entertaining and got free food!!! But money gone more faster. LOL.

Friday
I believe Darling is back!!!

2009-04-13T03:01:00.001+08:00

BABY! SERIOUSLY I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH!

2009-04-11T22:24:00.008+08:00

6 April 2009 - 12 April 2009

It's GAMBLING week!!!

My group of friends are gambler.(Fy,Nic,Mj,Bk) More to go!!!

I think I am totally mad. Can you imagine I went to gamble cruise 3 time in a week and all those 3 times is a last minutes decision! We are really like those aunty and uncle gamble for not just few hour but more then 6 hour. Also we just gamble on whatever they have like Roulette, Baccarat, Dice, Blackjack, Jackpot and etc.... IT'S FUN! REAL FUN! Because we spent money like no one business but when going to lose, we feel the pain!!! When we are winning, we feel high!!! LOL. Lucky Darling is not there with me, if not when he see the way I bet, he will definitely go mad because he don't like to gamble. Don't worry Qing Ai De, I know how to control and will listen to you!!!

2009-04-07T22:02:00.006+08:00

28 March 2009 - 5 April 2009

A long long long week at Darling house to look after him!
I am spending more then I expected!!! Sian! Anyway it's so amazing that we don't went to club this week.

A whole week out with Darling and either PDF or Love friend's.

Bishan
Sengkang
Tampines
Simei
Hougang
Bugis
Toa Payoh
Thomson
Plaza Singapura
Changi General Hospital
Eelin house for Zack Birthday's
Prawning
Pasta Mania
Shakae Sushi
Billard
Movies : 12 Rounds, Shinjuku Incident, Handsome Suit

2009-04-07T21:36:00.010+08:00

21 March 2009

I am so so so late!!! So late for Mabel wedding post..

CONGRATULATION MABEL AND HER HUSBAND!!!

After Mabel dinner, do you know what the girls do? POWERHOUSE TIME!!! How sweet of darling to go with me everytime. Thanks Qing Ai De!

2009-03-26T16:01:00.002+08:00

THAT IS REAL REAL REAL FUNNY!
I have not been seeing his blog for like days already.
Suddenly today morning my girls call me and ask me to go see what he wrote. I did got a shock! Provoke? Change? Never met or knew each other before? Stop it?
I think he totally got it wrong. After reading what he write, I amend my previous post.
I got so confuse of what is this all about. Really confuse!
Neither I want to get into his life nor I want him to get into my life. I am really tired of all this thing and is you who got to stop it. Since you say just take it as we never met before or knew each other then why are you coming to my blog almost everyday? I just updated today midnight 2am and around 5am then you updated. SO COINCIDENCE! Also if you want to stop everything, why are you posting back my post? I find this really ridiculous too. Anyway lazy to say much also because you have nothing to do with me. Leave me alone. Thanks.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU! :)

No matter how tired is Darling, without fail he will definitely call me in the morning to wake me up for work. THANKS QING AI DE!

2009-03-25T21:14:00.012+08:00

What can i say?
If someone doesn't want me to contact them, I will stop. But I treating them as a friend only that why I care. No further intention because I have my own life to go on too. That all!!!

Friend
I know a friend that trying to act that he/she don care about me but i know he/she still.

Friend Again
If my friend doesn't care about me, he/she wont be telling my another friend that if he/she leave this world, the first person to find is me and tell me how much he/she **** me.

Another man another question.
Are you?
Am I the person he love the most? I don't know but what I heard is " YES ".
But is he the person I love the most? I don't know but what I think is " YES ".
There are so so so many question I wanna ask and know but can I get the truth?
I don't think so. So what should I do? I think I should just leave it ?????????????
If there is a chance, definitely the truth will be out from his mouth.

My Qing Ai De!
Darling is now in camp. I am missing him. But sad to say I got to take it. He is the first guy I met that tolerate everything of me. He doesn't afraid of me going out with guy for dinner because he trust me so much that no one had ever did. He don't control my life like giving me a certain time to reach home because he know I will never go overboard. This is what we call LOVE and TRUST. This is how a relationship should maintain. As long as you know where is the limit, the ship will never sink. Darling, again I got to say this one more time.
I LOVE YOU!

Missing Thailand!
I miss going Thailand so so so much!!! It has been one year plus since I last went there. The weekend market that I love the most almost make me go crazy! I walked for 5 hour plus and finally I could get out of that place and find a cab back hotel! Massage is my everyday routine. If I didn't go massage, I will get muscle ache the next day. Definitely I won't miss the Club and Drinking session there too. It comes in flow. Praying session is definitely a need and must because my family is a crazy lover for thai Buddha. I got to respect them.
The fun, the joy, the flow just simply make me can't forget it.
Mum and Dad is going Thailand this coming Sunday and I had miss it because I got to work.
But but but MAYBE I am going to Thailand on this coming July with Qing Ai De and don't know who yet. YEA YEA YEA!!!

PDF
Meet PDF last few day and didn't expect that we will sit at a corner and talk for more than 4 hour. It is just like a never ending conversation! Really excited! PDF free meet up again and talk cock ok? I got to give you more advise and you got to give me more advise too. Stop watching your movie and talk cock with me in msn! You say wan go play left 4 dead also never. Don't bluff me!

Tagboard
Anyway thanks for all your comment. I am lazy to entertain such people. Never will I delete you all the tag too because I find that as long as my friends and boyfriend know what I had did or what he had did that is ok. No point for me to explain or clear my conscience to outsider.

2009-03-15T23:49:00.015+08:00

WORKING WORKING WORKING.. no time to update!!! Although is really tired but I got to say at least I know how to think and start working. I don want to be like last time, keep wasting my fucking time at home playing audition, doing nth.

STRESS STRESS STRESS! TP is coming soon. I got no time for my practical. Ocean blue Suzuki swift is waiting for me to fill up everything with Doraemon. HOW HOW HOW? I need him to work! I wanna take my class 2b license after my TP too. Fino wait for me!!! Muacks. Darling I am going to be ur sub-rider soon!! Better let me be. HAHA.

Almost every week went to play billiard with Darling. It become part of my life, my hobby...

Anyway what wrong with me telling my friend, if they need any help can tell me cux i will try best to help you. NVM, just forget it. I am lazy to entertain a childish girl that is older then me.

I have a fight with Qing Ai De last 2 day. It's still worth it after all because it make me understand how important I am to him and how much i love him till.... Darling, I want you to know that you are important to me too. My love for you is getting stronger and stronger. Thanks all this while for your tolerance and you are the only guy that trust me so much.

DARLING I LOVE YOU!

I understand and learn something in a relationship. The more you trust someone, the more he/she wont run away and wont lie to you. If you were to lock him/her up, they will definitely lie and run aways from you.

12th March

Darling birthday fall on 13th March. But before that day me and his brother got a plan. When clock strike 12, we had prepare a small surprise for him. Bought him TIRAMISU cake. It's his favourite!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING AI DE!!!

13th March

Went to Malaysia with Sam they all. Enjoy my day with them!

14th March

Back from Malaysia bout 11.30pm. Darling called and said that he meet Ahger, Nicole, Audrey, Fung Yong and company at Rebel. Got a shocked at first because he is the one that asked them to go while no one plan with me! Totally no link at all!!! Didn't know Darling get along so well with my girls. But overall I am happy cux my girls love him and he love them too. Haha..

15th March

Qing Ai De know that i am craving for steamboat for so long and finally he brought me to east coast! Thanks Darling.

2009-03-06T15:41:00.004+08:00

I miss my silly baby!!!

2009-03-03T05:18:00.005+08:00

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS!!!

2009-02-25T17:43:00.011+08:00

14 Febuary 2009

Qad didn't drive. So it's another day for the 3 'D's. Marina square then Boat quay with darling campmate. A wonderful valentine day!

21 Febuary 2009

It's Audrey birthday!!! Happy birthday Audrey! Meet up with Nicole, Bk n Ahger at bugis. Shop for audrey birthday present and we decided to buy a watch for her. After that went to meet Min Juan and Azim then went to golden mile, thai disco 2. Open a jug there, then went to club de kenzo at jalan besar. There is much much more fun then thai disco. I believe everyone enjoy our day there. Qing ai de 3 'D's again!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

2009-02-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

01 Febuary 2009

Slacking at Fung Yong house...

02 Febuary 2009

Next day, meet up with Nicole and Audrey. We will never fail to go TM.

2009-02-09T20:26:00.004+08:00

31 January 2009

Clubbling again!!! Rebel with my girlfriends and boyfriend... A fun day!

2009-02-09T20:01:00.005+08:00

28 January 2009

Happy chinese new year!!! A wonderful gathering at Fung Yong house with my girlfriends...

2009-02-09T19:49:00.004+08:00

21 January 2009

What a great day with my girlfriends. Powerhouse night!!!

2009-02-09T18:29:00.009+08:00

18 January 2009

After so long, I finally got the time to blog. Meet up with Ting and went to east coast. My stupid idea of tent. LOL.

2009-01-14T14:16:00.005+08:00

Weekend..

Friday night
After car lesson, meet up with him then night time went to Chinatown.

Saturday..

CONGRATULATION QUAN AND BEAR !!!

Went to Hui Quan wedding. She look super pretty and happy too.

2009-01-08T02:34:00.010+08:00

Future...

Melvin! I am yours and you are mine now. I will never forget the sweetest moment we had at marina barage. This is where our love start. I want to let you know since I choosed this way, this path and this road, I will never regret it because I trust you. Once our love start, we know we will never let it end. I want to give you happiness, let you be the happiest guy in this world. Definitely I will never let you down, never let you sad and never ever will I hurt you. I want to be the sweetest girl in this world to let you taste and feel it. No matter what, my soul and heart will always be with you. Even if any thing happen, I will never run away and give my full courage to overcome it together because i know you will always be there for me and I will always be with you. I believe I have choose the right path, the right guy and the right love. I will never ever look back, never ever regret my decision and never ever will I suspect your love. You are the one that always brighten up my day, bring back my smile once again and make everyday so sweet for us. We will prove to everyone that we can do it!

亲爱的！ 2009 will definitely be a wonderful year for us. We will work hard together for our future, moving slow and steady and lets not fall together. Together we will make a difference and let this be a long long way to go. Lets leave our past behind and concentrate on our future. I believe we can do it. YingYing will always be there for you no matter what. She will never ever let you feel alone.

Melvin Ong Han Kiat! I LOVE YOU!

Shadow Partner

1.1.09 - never ending .....

2009-01-08T01:03:00.011+08:00

Past...

Kim! You are once a good boyfriend that can tolerate all my attitude, temper and always give in to me. When I am sad, you are always there for me. When I am angry, you will listen to all my rubbish and bear with my anger. Never will I forget the happiest moment we had together at Genting and Thailand. The book that you wrote for me when our 8 month, it really touch my heart. The 2 video that you did, melt my heart. Although you will never forget my wrong but you'll always forgive me. Everynight before we sleep, we will always sit in the kitchen or living room and chat. Our conversation will never end. I will never forget your favourite thing to do is hugging me to sleep everynight. Although sometime i will push your hand away but that doesn't mean that I don't like it. I want to let you know, no matter how you are, I have never look down on you. I always believe that you can do it. You must prove to everyone that you are not what they think. ok?

Thanks for this 2 and the half year relationship. All this memories are meant to be treasure and not forgotten. I am really happy to be with you and i have never regret being with you. I have did my part as how a girlfriend should and did try my best to give you whatever I could but I am sorry that I just can't be as perfect as how you want. I am sorry that I just couldn't accept the term and condition you give. I am also sorry for what I had did in the past. Now, we got to leave the past behind and look forward to the future. Hope you can find a stable job and a girl that will never hurt you and love you deeply.

Take care..

Last pic together. it is also our last happy moment with you and your families.

Ring that you give..

15.06.06 - 15.11.08

2009-01-07T17:20:00.009+08:00

A new year, a new start, a new life, a new blog and a new relationship.

2007-12-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

The name AUDREY name is so common! OMG! All the audrey are so pretty but recently I found that there is one audrey that look like a LIZARD! She got 5 nipple. lols. you know why? Because her breast got 3 mole in one straight line ! HAHAS! She say I look like a toad, totally no link lor. omg. Anyway toad is just so cute la. I just love it. Thanks for giving me this name. She is damn childish too.. say people think about yourself first. I just love to give advise to slut ! Btw not i no money go oversea la. Money I got alot la. confirm more money than you lor. Hahas. disgusting childish girl. LIZARD!! GOODBYE!

2007-11-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!! I will be going to thailand in another 7 hours... HAPPY !!!

Anyway I gotta miss everyone! Take Care ! BYE !

2007-10-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of October and I am getting my pay tonight ! I am so excited to know how much will I get. I hope is over 600 so that I got enough money to go Thailand ! Yipee ! Nowadays, I am so addicted to ps game, taiwan drama and mahjong ! Been wasting my one whole day of time downloading psp game playing psp. Sadly my psp is with LOVE now because he wanted to play. But luckily, I still have ps2 if not I think I going to go mad! A new psp game " THE SIMS 2 CASTAWAY" is so fun. Go try it if you have psp. Hahas.

Taiwan drama is getting nicer and nicer. Especially the show I am watching now. MY LUCKY STARS ( Fang yang de xing xing ). Acted by Jimmy Lin Zhi Ying and Liu He Na. After watching this show Jimmy Lin really made me think that he is so handsome! Oh gosh ! Why didn't I notice him last few year. LOLS ! This show is very romantic and quite sad at first. A nice show. Must watch ok. Rated **** !
MY LUCK STARS Jimmy Lin. This photo is not that handsome but in the show he is damn handsome!

This week is my O level exam and guess what , I am doing badly. No matter how hard I had try it will still be the same result FAIL ! Oh gosh ! What am I going to do ? I can't go to poly ! SAD !

Last sunday, my FIRST and ONLY cousin had finally become 1 month old. My aunty had open chalet to celebrate it. So happy for him and myself . Finally I had my first cousin. I bet you all will be wondering how come now than I got cousin, you know why ? Because my mother is young and she only got 2 siblings : one brother and one sister. My aunty just get married last year while my uncle is still single but attached ! Hahas.

4 FACES

He is cute right , but very tannned. Same like my aunty. Hahas.

Oh gosh ! Baby are always so cute Anyway, I am going to Thailand next sunday with LOVE only ! YEAH ! Another time of going other country with LOVE ! This time round the place we are going is totally different from going to genting. We are going to shopping and we are going for 6 days 5 nights. That is abit mad right. But no choice LOVE want to go for so many day. Actually I only want to go for 4 to 5 days but he want to go for more days. LOLS ! NO CHOICE! Got to listen to him.

Oh ya, LOVE want me to help him advertise that his blog is ALIVE again ! Please go read it and tag ok ! He told me he want to make his blog interesting and also as famous as xiaxue! Good luck Love ! JIA YOU!

GOODBYE !

2007-10-17T15:33:00.000+08:00

Can you solve for me a mystery
Of why things have to change
Why is life so complicated
Why can't things stay the same
I understand that people grow
And often grow apart
But why did it have to be you
When I had given you my heart
I held inside my feelings
Never told you how I feel
But I need to tell you somehow
That I know this could be real
You have a special something
I just can't figure out
But I know that it could work
That's what love's about
I'll keep inside my feelings
I just can't let you know
Because of what will happen
You'll change and then you'll go

2007-10-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

Alright, one month one post, I think that is enough for me. I am really busy! Exam coming and I have not even started revising any subject. What I always do was work, mahjong and audi! Really got no time to update.

Anyway, I think my company is getting HOT ! Many people is joining ! Athalie, Mei Juan, Charles, Jun Hao, Yuru, Ming Yang, his friends and LOVE is working in the same company as me! Cool right. It is really a nice job. Everyone there was friendly and all of us enjoy working.

Nowadays, Kim had become god of gamble. He will never ever want to play mahjong when he's free, unlike now he is addicted to it. All thanks to me. LOLS !

I am starting to love cats more. I think that they are really cute and they are more easier to look after than dog. If I ever have a chance to keep a cat in my house, I will feel so happy but my mum will definitely kill me. Especially my dad, he totally hate cat.

Pictures of LOVE cat

Last few week, I went to VIVO with my mum to shop. After 1 hour of shopping, I decided to go sentosa. I want to see the new musical fountain called " The song of the sea". It is pretty nice ok. Well, there is also a new train for us to go at VIVO. Totally same like out MRT, using ez link card and it also cost $3 only. It is getting more and more convinent going in sentosa.

View of the sea

Any guys love to do house chores? Yeah ! My LOVE loves to do it. Whenever he is free and he find that his house is dirty, he will vacum it. It's hard to see a guy doing all this kind of thing. I think he can become a househusband. But one thing bad about him is he is LAZY, lazy to wash thing! I am the one always doing it for him. LOLS. I am going to train him to do it. Hahas.

guess what is he doing?
He is vacuming his phone ! Last month, I had just change a new phone, S580I. But right Now, I feel like changing to another phone again. I just went to sony ericsson website and I saw this phone W910I. Omg. My first impression for the phone was I feel like buying it! Any comment between this two phone?<

W910I

S580I

OH MY GOODNESS ! It is getting late, I need to go sleep already. I will update again when I am free. Goodnight !

To my LOVE : HAPPY 1YEAR 4MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! Truly love you lots. Miss ya!

2007-09-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

Alright, My last post was August 31 and now is September 12. Can you all see how long I have not been updating. It is not my habit or perhaps I can't make it a habit. Now my time is so occupy. I got work to do, game to play, exam to study and last I need to accompany my precious love. I am so so so BUSY ! Lucky, I still got Yuru to work with me, if not I will be lonely. Anyway, I had found a nice job. A job that has good pay and I believe I will work for long. I really love this job !

A relief for me too, finally I am out of sale job. I don't need to see any customer face anymore. HAPPY ! Jun Hao, his friend and my love is coming to interview soon. Hope they can get this job and we can work together. Good luck !

I had been yearning for so long to get my hair perm and finally I did it last week. I even dye/highlight my hair. LoLS. But not surprisingly, my hair was back to usual. It's real hard to take care of perm hair. SAD ! Maybe 1 more month later, I will go and perm again.

Oh my goodness, It's 6.30pm now. I need to go prepare for work already. If not ru will be angry that I am late. When I got time than update again. BYE BYE !

2007-08-31T10:46:00.000+08:00

Dance With My Father by Luther Vandross

Press play to listen to this song !

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end'
Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much

But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

This is a song that I want to share it with you all. My Bf heard this song two year ago and today he was telling me about it. He told me when he listen to it, he feels like crying. It's a fcuking old and sad song. If you are close with your dad, you will know how sad it will be when you lost him.

2007-08-31T08:54:00.001+08:00

I told Yuru I will wake up at noon but look at the time now, it's already 9am and I am still not in my lala land. I think I am suffering from insomnia and maybe I got this disease from my bf. Anyway, he is 10 times worst than me. He can no need to sleep for 24hr but can also sleep for 24hr without going to the toilet, eating or drinking. What a powerful man he is. I remember when I started knowing him, he can't sleep early or have a good sleep unless there is cough syrup. He will always ask me to give him my left over syrup in order for him to sleep properly and I always did. What a bad friend am I right. But after we were together, he didn't drink it anymore because I stopped him. Lols. Trying to be a good Gf already. Hahas. Well, I bet he don dare to drink now too because I will yell at him and my voice will be as loud as a thunder roar. This is the time my poor bf will hide under his bed begged me to stop. Lols. Joking! He will definitely angry if he see this post. Sorry ! Actually he is fierce too la. When he is damn fcuking angry, you will hear all those vulgarity flying out from his mouth and I will be there saying ten thousand of sorry. Lols. A fierce bf I had.

Alright, Today I loss $10 to that stupid mahjong game. What a unlucky day. Actually I will be lossing $20 but thanks to the last game we had. It made me loss lesser. Nicole win $1.50 while Jazz win $14.50 and Eelin had de same luck as me, loss $6. Anyway, it's just a game. I did not regret playing it because I love mahjong. Hahas.

I think it time for me to try to sleep. It's getting late already.

Good night/ Good morning everyone. Will update soon.

2007-08-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

I went to Ting Ying's house to celebrate her baby's one month old birthday. It's a happy day for her as all her relatives and friends were there to congratulate her. I can see that it is really a hard time for her looking after her son. She is lack of sleep for sure. She told me that she need to feed her baby every 3 hour and in the night she needs to wait for Codie to sleep than she can go to bed. What a wonder woman she is. Hahas. Her mother was also a fantastic woman. She went to work in the morning, afternoon went to Ting ying's house to look after her baby, do all the housework which she do not need to do because it is not her house and in the night she took a taxi home. What a fantastic mother she have. If come to my mother, I think she will bring my maid along to do the housework. Hahas. My mother is lazy la. Can't blame. Lols. Anyway, I just want to wish their family all the best. Good luck !

CODIE Baby loves to sleep

Actually I am quite lazy to blog but I am trying to make it a habit for me, same to study too. Hahas. I know it is too late for me to study now but I will try my best to catch up. I really want to go POLY. If this year I can't than next year, next year cannot again than next next year. It will never be too old to study. I believe one day I can fulfilled my dream. Wish me Good Luck!

Goodnight !

2007-08-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

This post is not for us to fight.

Yesterday I had a small conflict with one of my friends. She said that I am biased. Maybe I am or maybe not. She said that I helped my another friend to celebrate his birthday but not her. You know why? She went to somewhere on her birthday which I can't go and my boyfriend don't want to go too. I won't or I don't want to fight with my Boyfriend to allow me go too because it's not a need. I am a girlfriend that listen to my boyfriend and won't to something silly to end this 1year plus relationship or maybe my most important people. She thinks that I am bo xin too. I gave my another friend a wonderful birthday beacause his friend told me to do so and also I celebrated his birthday at his house. His house is a place where my boyfriend will definitely be there so there won't be a problem at all. Well, At least I did message her my regards and also says that I will treat her out to eat, unlike her...... I am grateful that she celebrated my birthday with me but there was No regards received from her at all. What I got to hear on my birthday was some hurtful word. She told me this in a pek chek tone" Actually I don't wish to come out at all lor, no money, somemore no ppl come out also, sians" I can get to remember this sentence so clearly so you know how it hurtful to hear your friend saying this and yet i did not make any complained about it. Maybe she don't mean it but when your friend say this what would you think. Am I a biased friend now? The one that understand me well know it.

Seriously speaking, I do not have a real true friend. The person that I really trust are my family and boyfriend. They are the one that really will be there for me when i am in trouble.

Anyway, everything is fine between us. We had stop talking about it anymore.
As I said this post is not for us to fight who's right or wrong. Please understand !

MY BOYFRIEND IS MY BEST FRIEND!
MY BEST FRIEND IS MY BOYFRIEND!

2007-08-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be my english oral. Good luck to me!
Yesterday was Jun Hao birthday and his parent treated me to JUMBO restaurant, loacated at East Coast. The food was delicious especially the crab. I really had a great dinner. After eating, went back to his home.
I had been playing audition frequently. My mother is selling the A cash for it. If you all want it call me.
OH YA ! A bad news ! His bike was stolen last sunday. Don't wish to elaborate more. It's a sad thing. I think he is going crazy soon !

2007-08-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

Currently alone at Jun Hong house and there is no one home. Jun Hong went to meet his friend who was in trouble now, Jun Hao and Kailing went to school while his mother and father was working. I had been sitting at the com since 11am reading people blog. I came by this blogger(stevenlim), HIS WAS SO DAMN FUNNY ! When I look at his video, I was laughing like hell. Funny ar... Hahas.. Lols. Go check it out ( www.stevenlim.net)

Well, last two day we had celebrated Jun Hao birthday. Jun Hong and I bought a flying helicopter for him. That was somehow fun and interesting but it is hard to control. Anyway, his friend was so sweet that they give him a very big surprise. They asked me to help them buy a cake and I agree. Than, during night time they came to his house, giving him an excuses that they wanted to watch dvd. Actually they wanted to give him a cake and sing a birthday song for him. They are really sweet. Jun Hao is definitely happy having this group of friend. They are what true friend are calls. Alright, I think I got to stop here. Jun Hao had came home and he definitely want to use the com.

Goodbye

2007-08-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Now adays, i think my blog is getting boring. I wanted to blog out interesting thing but I am doing the same routine everyday.

At night, stay at home and wait for my BF to end work than go eat after that went to his house, sleep in the morning, wake up in the afternoon than went home. Again wait for him to end work than go eat after than went to his house, etc.... My life is bored la. Hahas.

Well, my birthday falls on July 28 but it had already over. Finally I am 17 already but I am still young la. hahas. On that day, I went to eat teppanyaki with Yuru, Audrey and his bf. At night, I went to meet my god bro(Sam) and his group of friends. They always got their plan and I will never need to worry of going where. It's real fun going out with them. Alright, We went to HOME(a KTV pub which was located at east coast). Sheng Long and Durian are real damn sweet, they went to coffee bean to buy me a cake and the queue was so long that they even took one hour to get it but i also took one hour to wait for Sam to fetch me. Lols. Anyway, I really want to thanks them for giving me such a fantastic and joyous birthday. It great knowing them you know. Well, I want to thanks Jun Hao too. He is just so sweet la. He gave me a mug for my birthday present.(picture will be post soon.) Thanks alot.

Last two week, my mum bought me a pink PSP. Thanks alot mummy. Actually i don't know why I bought it for.. Maybe to kill my boredom at home and outside. Hahas. Anyway, now i am really happy, really happy with my life and everything.

I got a wonderful mum that care for me, dote on me and never make me disappointed. A fantastic BF that are truthful to me, always listen to my problem, giving me advise and will never leave me alone. Also, a group of humorous friends that will never make me sad, helping me with all my problem and bring me out to have fun. This is the life that I want, unlike last time...

Alright, i got to go already. I will update again soon. Goodnight.

2007-08-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

Beware the stare of Mary Shaw ! She got no children but only dolls. And if you see her in your dream, do not scream!

Watch the trailer

This show will be out in next year march and JB had already sold it. It cost only 5RM. Cheap right. Somemore it's orginal copies. Quite scary and nice. And it's also from the director, writer and producer of SAW .
MOVIE REVIEW

Old ladies, ventriloquist dummies, decrepit small-towns, and dolls are all exploited for their full creepy potential in DEAD SILENCE, a relatively innocent but thoroughly scary horror feature from the makers of SAW. After a heavily stylized black-and-white opening credit sequence that shows the story's central ghost, Mary Shaw, constructing her beloved ventriloquist dolls back in her heyday, the film transports viewers to the present. As newlyweds Jamie (Ryan Kwanten) and Lisa Ashen putter lovingly about their apartment far from their hometown of Raven's Fair, it is clear that something bad is about to happen.
This dread is only further cemented when a knock on the door leads the lovebirds to discover an unmarked box containing a worn but eerily lifelike ventriloquist's dummy. Lisa is all too friendly towards the doll and gets what's coming to her when Jamie goes out to pick up some takeout, returning to find his wife's mangled body (minus her tongue) propped up like the dummy seemingly responsible for her death. With detective Jim Lipton (Donnie Wahlberg) on his heels, and a very guilty dummy in his passenger seat, grieving Jamie returns to Raven's Fair with the hunch that his wife's death is linked to the town's murdered ventriloquist, Mary Shaw.
Once grand, Raven's Fair is now in a state of decay, and many of its inhabitants have died mysterious and brutal deaths in the years since Jamie was last home. Jamie arrives at his wealthy father's home, only to find a young new bride (Amber Valetta) by his side. No one wants to talk about Mary Shaw, let alone whisper her name. If Jamie is going to get to the bottom of the Mary Shaw legend, he'll have to face the town's past on his own.
Arriving in the midst of the gore/torture trend (SAW, HOSTEL), DEAD SILENCE comes as a breath of fresh air. It's nice to see that a horror movie can still use gore with discretion and deliver a fright through old-fashioned scare tactics and a premise as simple as a ghost story.

2007-08-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THIS VIDEO ! FUNNY , CUTE AND IT IS TRUE !

2007-08-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

Goong S - Prince Hours

Hello everyone. There's a new korean drama call Goong S - Prince hours. It's abit same like the Princess hours but their cast is totally different. My mom had watch finish and she told me that this is better than princess hours but some say princess hours is better. Anyway different people got different kind of view. I, myself had not watch finished so I got no comment for it.

The Queen is in her early 30s but still unmarried. Because of this, in a condition where there cannot be a reduction in the number of successors to the throne, the present prince (the 1st successor) suddenly leaves the world and leaves a vacancy in the line of successors.

So they go out to find the secret prince and finally find Lee hoo, who has been living outside the palace.

Lee hoo is the son of a prince and his mother who died early, had departed with his father and left the palace, hiding the fact that she was already pregnant. He does not know that he possesses royal blood and has lived, working as a delivery boy at a chinese restaurant.
Although usually, he has wang ja byung (?) (prince disease), he had never dream of entering the palace and receiving royal lessons.

Lee hoo, the unbelievable no 1 successor to the throne and the perfect Lee Joon will bring tension to the drama as they fight over the position.

After Lee Hoo enters the palace, an important place will be the royal academy. It is a place for members of the royal family as well as descendants of wealthy families.
The drama will also be about the romance between the characters.

2007-07-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING YING !

2007-07-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

My happy families

2007-07-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Friends.

What are friend for?
Criticizing you?
Betraying you?
Making you jealous?
Leaving you to make new friends?

Are they always there for you?
Praising you?
Being with you through problems?
Caring for you?

What type of friends do you have?
I believe there are good and bad points you’ve seen in your friends.

For example,
When you are sick, will they call and show their concerns? Yes. They probably will. But that is only when you are in the hospital, right? They would come to visit you and ask if you’re ok. Everyone would come, friends, families, and even your enemies. But the only reason for them to be around is because you are in the hospital and you are probably seriously ill. But do they ever thought that even if you are sick and at home, you maybe seriously ill as well? I doubt it.

I believe everyone ever backstab a friend in front of other friends. Why does this happen? Did they ever thought of how their friend would feel when they found out about it?Did they even wonder how hurting it would feel? Do they know how it sucks to be backstabbed? Betraying a friend is shit. Those that betray their friends can just go fuck off. If you betrayed your friend and yet he or she can forgive you, you would simply take it that they are kind or soft hearted. Have you ever thought how much trust your friend put in you and therefore told you their secrets and yet you disclose them? When your friend start asking you why did you do it, you beat around the bush and give excuses such as.. “They was talking about a similar topic and I accidentally revealed your secret”' and “I told them because I wanted them to help you too but I had told them not to tell anyone else!” Rubbish. You know it yourself clearly. If it was an accident, it only means that you did not take your friend’s secret seriously and “accidentally” let it out. It’s ridiculous.

Everyone has different types of friends. When they have made new friend, they would leave you slowly. And every now and then, they will call out for a drink or so. When you all meet up, your friend would start talking about what have he/she has been doing, what kind of new friends have he/she made, how fun and happening it was. What they are telling you? To be jealous? To say that his or her new friends are better? Fun is not everything, it doesn’t mean that they are your true friends. Remember; don't judge a book by its cover. One day, when your new fun friends start betraying you, you would run and start crying to your old pals. So what’s the point of being fun? Only your real friends would understand you and I am sure, you ever had fun with them too.

You can share secrets and problems with your friends. But when in times of sadness, will they rush to meet you just to console you? Maybe they will. But what if, both of you are in a distant? Would they waste their money, time and effort to come?
You all know it. In the night, when everyone of them are sleeping and there you are having a fight with your boyfriend, crying silently and you need someone to talk to, you phoned your friend. Will they wake up specially to console you? Your friend will almost certainly tell you to stop crying and go to bed. Why? Because, they are tired and want to sleep as well!

When a friend strikes lottery and you start borrowing money from them, why did they lend you the money? It is because they really want to help you, or simply because if they don't, they are afraid that you would go around telling people about how stingy or selfish he/she is? Reputation may be very important, but the amount of money they won affects too. Let’s say, he/she won $10 000, and you asked him to lend you 1-2k, he will definitely tell you NO and give you a bunch of excuses. Even if it’s only a few hundred dollars, he/she will need to consider. In any case, I am sure what they would definitely ask is, “when will you return me the money?” Well, for some people, they will tell you to return them when you have the money. Actually, they are just lying to themselves. Because, they know in their hearts that, once they have no money, they would start chasing you around for the money.

Lastly, did your friend ever praise you before? For example like saying you are so brilliant, good looking, hardworking, kind, etc... I am sure when they heard those word they will be very happy. But why do some of your friend don't praise you? Is it because they are jealous of you? No one knows. It is very hard to judge someone because you'll never know what they are thinking.

Well, hopefully what i said is not an offence. I am just writing down my opininon.

PLEASE NOTE : Like I said, these are my opinions only. I am NOT a perfect friend, neither am I the best among my friends.

2007-07-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

Well, yesterday I went to watch Harry Potter with Kim. It's my second time watching it and again I will still give the same comment not as nice as the previous one. There wasn't much fighting scene.

Two days back, Kim and I went to JB together. While on our way back at singapore custom, we get caught of bringing a pack of cigarettes back. Kim get fine $200. Oh my god ! $200 just gone in 5 minutes. We feels very heart pain lor. We pay $200 and we got nothing. It's not like shopping. Anyway, we had learn our lesson already. We had learn that we should not keep our cigarettes under the sit but keeping at somewhere else that is more safety and won't get caught. LOLS ! Malaysia cigarettes is cheap ok. So whenever we went in we will still got the thought of bringing it back !

Last monday was my chinese listening, it's not difficult as I thought and I think I did well for it. Good luck for me!

Goodnight!

2007-07-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Jun Hao wanted to buy some clothes at Bugis so we went there. Yuru and Nicole came along too. After Bugis, Jun Hao and I went home. We reached home at about 12 plus. Soon, Dear came home. We were playing, crapping around and even helping him to put some new tattoo at his back . LOLS !

After that, dear and I went to 700plus to eat.

The next day, he went to work and I went home. I didn't go anywhere far today, only went to mart with Yuru, Nicole, Jun Hao and his friend. Again doing the same thing, playing with cards, crapping and laughing around ! Really fun being with them.

Last few day, a TRAGIC ACCIDENT happenned ! Dear and I did not witness it but we heard what the passerby say. We were at the scene too. It happen at tampinese ave 9 opposite the ESSO. A group of malay guy riding bike was on thier way to ???(I don't know where they were going.) A guy who was riding X1, turn around to check bindspot. Just when he was about to turn back, he bang onto his friends bike K3. He fly toward his friend's bike and his head got stuck in between the seat and the tyre. The tyre was continuously moving and the malay guy's neck break. OH MY GOD! When I heard it, I almost cried out. VERY SCARY YOU KNOW! They pull him out from the bike and keep talking to him to make him awake but unfortunately within 5 minutes, he stop breathing! Can you all imagine how sad his family will be and his friend will definitely damn guilty about it. I really cant imagine it! Hope his family will be fine!

2007-07-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

End of chinese oral ! Finally I am back home ! Yesterday my chinese oral was really really very bad. I am feeling damn nervous and scared. When it comes to reading the passage, I'm still quite ok with it but once questioning, I am really very bad. I totally do not know what to say because I don't know anything about traditional stuff at all. I think I really going to fail my oral but I will do better for my written exam.

Well, yesterday after my oral, I met up with yuru at 201. Soon, Jun Hao came and together we went to watch HARRY POTTER! It don't came up as nice as I expected but overall it's still not bad. After the show, we went to mart and slack. Nicole and Audrey was there too. Craping around, laughing all the way was what we did and when it's time, we went home.

Monday is my listening compre. This time round I will do it well ! GOOD LUCK!

2007-07-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

1pm: ringgg ringgg...... Johnny called!

Johnny: "hello. wake up le ma?"
Kim: "Haven yet."
Johnny: "What time you want to wake up?"
Kim: "Maybe 4 plus."
Johnny: "How come so late?"
Kim: "I very tired! still not enough sleep yet."
Johnny: "Faster wake up le. I need to go P.I cherly(his ex gf)."
Kim: "OK OK! BYE!"

One hour laterrrrr.........

2pm: ringgg ringgg...... Johnny called again!
This time round we decided not to answer it and even off it silence !

Finally we managed to sleep until 4pm.

ok. Actually, we decided to go woodland first before meeting Johnny because Kim want to buy something. But due to Johnny persuade, we ended up meeting him. Something I felt that he's quite irritating. He will get impatient easily if he can't get his thing do straight away. But when we want to do our thing, we must wait till he finish up his thing first than we can do. He just need our accompany ! This showed that he is scare of lonely! No wonder he's willing to spent $800 on that black magic !

After 'SPYING' on her ex girlfriend, we went to JB! Kim want to make his brake pad and buy cigarettes while I want to buy DVD. Prison break, is the show that I bought! It's the best english drama I ever watched. Oh my god! I am so excited to watch it! We had also bought some show for his father(he want us to buy chinese show rather than keep buying english! hahas.)

Reached home at about 4 plus in the morning. I was feeling so tired but no matter what I must watched the first episode of Prison break(season 2) first. Hahas. While watching the show, I decided to double check on my chinese oral whether is it on thursday and To my SURPRISE, I CAN'T FIND MY LETTER! I keep thinking and thinking where do I put it and I also keep finding and finding but in the end ...... I asked my maid and she don't even know it too! Without that 'entry proof letter', I can't take my exam! So, I went online and checked what should I do if I lost that letter and they stated it there saying I must go down to the MOE to get the letter again! WTF! MOE IS SO DAMN FCUKING FAR! Bouna vista! Can you all imagine from Tampinese to Bouna Vista? It took me 1 hour(by train la)! What a careless and clumsy girl I am! I should have put it properly when I know it a important letter right. Aiya, nvm. Forget about it. I had learn my lesson already!

Alright, tomorrow is my chinese oral, I am scared and nervous! It's my first time taking o's and I had not prepare for it! Lols! Good luck to me!

Good night!

2007-07-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

I'm back home already and now it's time for me to update. Last few day, I had went to watch Transformers. One of the big and best movie this year. It is really very nice. Those who haven watch it, I think you all really should.

Recently, I am busy studying. I know you all will be thinking I am lying because you all know I won't study at all. But I really did study and really study very hard even though I didn't go school. ok...

Alright, actually other than studying, I had also been watching taiwan drama. I think I am starting to like taiwan drama already. Do you all know the show call ' Wei xiao Pasta ' ? It was acted by Nicholas Teo and Cyndi Wang.

This story is about a girl who has gone through many short relationships, not one lasting more than 3 months. After being dumped by her 17th boyfriend, the world looks grimmer than ever.

At that time, a famous idol, He Qun(Nicholas) runs past, bumps into Xiao Shi(Cyndi), and they end up "kissing" on the street. Paparazzi swarmed by and to avoid a bad reputation, He Qun’s manager declared Xiao Shi as He Qun’s girlfriend of one year and fiancée. Thus, a love contract was made. This is about how the couple learns to like each other after having disagreements in the beginning, as well as fighting the injustices the media throw at them.

I got to go already. I need to go meet him at his work place ler. Bye !

2007-06-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

Finally he is back.

Yesterday I had went to meet him and To my surprise, he had cut his hair short and make him look like a ...... Just imagine how a primary school boy hair look likes.-that what he told me too. But to me it doesn't make much different, still as 'ugly' as before ! JOKING ! Lols ! ( I think when he see this he definitely will scold me ! )
This two week, I think he really suffer alot because he keep telling me, ' inside really very hard for me lor. the food like shit, the bed so hard, there are so many mosquito and the worst thing is must go outfield. Go there will get many mosquito bites, can't bath, no toilet , must sleep on the mud etc..' I think when war come he sure cry and run away. Lols ! Anyway, he's out already. I'm happy, he's happy too so we shall enjoy!

That day, I was at tampines mart with Nicole and Junhao. We saw a lost dog looking so pathetic lying under the tree and not moving.

Guess what ?

It's a fake dog! When our first look we thought it's a real dog. but once we squat down and see, we was thinking ' What the hell ! It's a fake dog. We get tricked !' Lols! Tricky day!

Today Carin is celebrating Gwen one years old birthday. Nicole and I are still deciding whether to go or not and also I will be meeting him later. Lols ! Alright, I shall stop here already. Need to get prepare and meet up with Nicole. BYE!

By the way I won't be blogging too often because he is back and I won't be staying at home.

2007-06-28T05:53:00.000+08:00

Happiest time I ever had with him !

Starting of june, Dear and I had went to GENTING and it only the both of us. I know some people will think that 'chey at genting only, so short distance. Everyone also can go there.' But the problem is they will never know how we spent this 3 days 2 nights together. Especially with the one you love. I really enjoy alot. We spent every moment together like we eat together, play together, sleep together etc. I remembered on the first two day I was not feeling very well and he was the only one there looking after me. He give me medicine to eat, pour water for me to drink and wherever I want to go or Whatever I wan to do/eat, he will never say no. He is now much more caring than last time and I think we are more lovely than we use to be too.

When the first three month we are together, I treated him very fuckup. I did not want to meet him, I always show him attitude and I went out with some people that i should not go out with. I know I was very bad but it's because we are together too sudden. Also I don't love him as much as now and I don't treat him as my boyfriend too. I am sorry Dear ! Thanks for your tolerant too!

After the 3month, I decided to change and treat him better as you know feeling will gain right. But in the end the same problem occurs and now it is the opposite. He treated me just as bad as how i treated him, he don't care for me at all, he always went out with his friends but not me and went to meet someone that he should not meet too. I try my best to turn this relationship to become better, be like how a normal couple does, making him trust me, treat him more better than how I use to be and my outcome was I succeeded. Anyway I shall thanks him for giving me a chance too. Thanks Dear. This one whole year being with you really make me change alot. I have learn to cherish this relationship and I really love you lots. Alright I think I shall stop talking about that and I should Back to our happiest time at genting.

We had spent alot of money as the everything there is like same price as Singapore. We had also went to a place called 'Believe it or Not'. I believed that is Dear favourites. Had you all watch the show Believe it or not before? Everything is like exactly the same. We spent a total of 2 hour reading every single thing there and we had found out alot of thing that we did not know too. We had also play all the thrilling to boring rides and went to the hunter house. I really love it and felt very happy. Soon, we will going somewhere more further. Planning our next trip now.

Goodnight !

I am back !

2007-06-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

Finally i am back to blogging. It been such a long time since I last blog. My mom had just bought me a new computer and it is definitely more better than the old com I had before. Now, I am going to start a fresh and new blog !

Dear had went to reservice for two weeks, so i had been going out with Nicole , Yuru they all. I really had a fun time with them. But when Dear is back I don't think I'll have the time anymore.
Anyway, I will still try my best to make more time for them. I miss all of you !

A good news. Bk yesterday went in to hospital and at last she give birth to a cute little baby boy. Now she's a young n pretty mother! I think now she is really very happy. All the best to BK !

Today is also Mei Juan birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI JUAN ! She's 17th this year. Hope she and her bf, Charles will last long. Take care. All the best to the both of you. We shall meet up real soon. See ya.

Last week , Yuru , Nicole , Jun Hao and I went to visit Ting Ying at her house. Her stomach is getting bigger and bigger. I think by starting of August , it's her time to give birth and there will be Another young and pretty mother! While they were talking to her , I look at her wedding photo. It makes me think of getting marry soon. I know it won't be easy or possible but I really envy her. No no no! I think I shall stop thinking about it. By the way I had also saw our photos taken at her wedding. I'll upload it soon.

Alright, lastly Junhao, Dear and I had tried to make videos that was acted by us. We tried alot of scene like murder, loves etc. Finally only 3 were successful. ' The scare ' was our very first video followed by ' Hell night ' than ' 200 pound monster '. I had posted them on the right hand side of my page. Please leave some comment after watching it. Thanks.

I'll blog again when I am free. Goodnight!

One big family

Nicole and I

The married couple and 3 bridesmaid

3 little pig

We are her sisters

We are the married couple friends

The bride and bridesgroom